06 April 2008
Mood-changing Power
Really long time, and no posts.
Last weeks I experienced the mood-changing power of music unlike any time before. It caught be by surprise, motivated me, gave me energy, depressed me. Never before I felt sad and hopeless when listening to sad tunes. This really sucks, cause "sad" music is the music I like the most. But continue to listen to it really made me feel miserable, so I stopped and turned on the Pirates soundtrack. Now, I feel like I have a huge energy boost everytime I turn on my mp3.
This sudden change of what music means to me also motivated me. I spend almost every spare minute playing piano, panflute, or just listening to music. Maybe music dominates my life a bit too much these days, but I feel cool with it, and that is the most important thing. Feeling comfortable. At least for me.
I really start to enjoy good music, and accept bad music. I used to mock about every shitty song I heard, but mocking isn't going to alter your mood for the good, so I'd decided not to have so much criticism any more. Well, I try :).
Something completely different now. Great things are coming, like the Discover Your Talents project. I won't talk about those things now, but I might in the future.
And, last but least, I finally found some discipline and confidence, so there just might be new music on this site the next time you're here.
Cheers!
Erik - nWayen