In dreams I lie awake, at peace,
Dwelling in love, forever delay,
Wanting it in the end to be,
No more, no, I got ripped away.

In the shadow of time, the pain stays. Why is it that I feel so connected to another soul? Why must I endure this torture. My soul is torn by that which I can not have. Why do I crave so much, whilst I with all my heart know it isn't good. I guess I want that special someone to be happy. Happiness I can not give. It hurts. I am so emphatic that I share the pain of someone else? Or am I egoistic and is it my own suffering I feel.

I don't know. What I do know is that it will be alright. It will always be alright. My friend awaits me on the other side.